ive found myself actually longing for work this week, as we have yet to even start a single assignment, and almost all of my lessons are basically repaeting knowledge i already have, e.g. first maths lesson equals recapping Basic GCSE D:
i answered each lot of questions in a matter of seconds and promptly fell asleep, the teacher is thinking about finding some different work for me :p
Im now just waiting to be given the assignments so i can actually get on with the work and get even further ahead of the class. my education seems to have gone from one extreme to the other :/ it should be plane sailing once i can actually get on with some work :]
In other news im dragging cat with us to mein grandaparents next weekend so no doubt it will be most embarrising for me :p
i need some excitment...
Saturday, 25 September 2010
Tuesday, 14 September 2010
A door forced open
Apperently my emotions are not as in check s i thought them to be; in almost everyday life little disturbs my emotions, i am seldom stressed or depressed, and i usaully smiling but something that ws held back and locked deep inside would not be restrained.
It made me realise that are still some issues that to be dealt with concerning my adoption, afterall there is a letter to be read, a surprise to be had and parents to find, all of which shall be an emotional starin as it seems to be the one thing that truly taxes my emotions.
The letter shall be dealt with in the next week or so, the surpise comes at my 6570th day in this life and the other one... well that one might take a while
It made me realise that are still some issues that to be dealt with concerning my adoption, afterall there is a letter to be read, a surprise to be had and parents to find, all of which shall be an emotional starin as it seems to be the one thing that truly taxes my emotions.
The letter shall be dealt with in the next week or so, the surpise comes at my 6570th day in this life and the other one... well that one might take a while
Wishes can have unexpected consequences
Another day of disorganized teachers and being tuaght things already known = sleep.
Though it looks like the electronics will be fun as we'll get to some practical work, the only part in the entire course, though i may be able to find some extra stuff to on the practical side, inbetween doing several extra units and using the climbing wall and gym. One good point about doing this course is the fact that i should be able to excel at it rather than just scraping through like i wouldve with mein A-levels, so i may get to a bettter uni than i couldve done otherwise.
near the end of the day i wshed for rain as it was quite warm and i had to cycle to the station, and the rain would be refreshing and quite enjoyable, and low and behold there was rain; if only a small shower at first but that soon changed once i gt into ely. I couldnt stop smiling on the way back o home. completly soaked racing along the road, head straight into the rain
Though it looks like the electronics will be fun as we'll get to some practical work, the only part in the entire course, though i may be able to find some extra stuff to on the practical side, inbetween doing several extra units and using the climbing wall and gym. One good point about doing this course is the fact that i should be able to excel at it rather than just scraping through like i wouldve with mein A-levels, so i may get to a bettter uni than i couldve done otherwise.
near the end of the day i wshed for rain as it was quite warm and i had to cycle to the station, and the rain would be refreshing and quite enjoyable, and low and behold there was rain; if only a small shower at first but that soon changed once i gt into ely. I couldnt stop smiling on the way back o home. completly soaked racing along the road, head straight into the rain
Friday, 3 September 2010
Asking directions
Alice: Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
The Cat: That depends a good deal on where you want to get to
Alice: I don’t much care where.
The Cat: Then it doesn’t much matter which way you go.
The Cat: That depends a good deal on where you want to get to
Alice: I don’t much care where.
The Cat: Then it doesn’t much matter which way you go.
Progress
Well im basically guaranteed a place at CRC now just got to go through the effort of getting my old tutor to write a reference and the pleasure of going through an interview and some rudimentary tests *yawn*
But its a second chance at getting the career ill be happy with, so im not gonna screw this one up, especially as the college seems to be filed heavily with stereotypes of the more chav like variety, so there probably wont much in the way of any social distractions and the practicality of the course will be to my benefit as i could come out of this with better grades and higher chances of uni than what was my pathetic attempt at the academic route. It will still provide me with many opportunities so whatever happens im not complaining
Things are great with cat, we got to spend almost three days together this week, wasn't exactly planned, we met up on wednesday to go a birthday party where i drunk a bit to much rum and well, ill save these story's for another time. early morning get the bus back into cambridge, get to the station to find all the trains going may are canceled because somebody was just a tad clumsy or they'd just lost the will to live, anywhooo, decided to go back to cat's instead, spent all day and night with her, wtaching movies, having romantic moments, lots of luaghs and well, a wonderfull time, i then went home abouts 2 the next day, and hopefully she'll be coming to mine in a few days :]
so all in alll, i would say that life is good
But its a second chance at getting the career ill be happy with, so im not gonna screw this one up, especially as the college seems to be filed heavily with stereotypes of the more chav like variety, so there probably wont much in the way of any social distractions and the practicality of the course will be to my benefit as i could come out of this with better grades and higher chances of uni than what was my pathetic attempt at the academic route. It will still provide me with many opportunities so whatever happens im not complaining
Things are great with cat, we got to spend almost three days together this week, wasn't exactly planned, we met up on wednesday to go a birthday party where i drunk a bit to much rum and well, ill save these story's for another time. early morning get the bus back into cambridge, get to the station to find all the trains going may are canceled because somebody was just a tad clumsy or they'd just lost the will to live, anywhooo, decided to go back to cat's instead, spent all day and night with her, wtaching movies, having romantic moments, lots of luaghs and well, a wonderfull time, i then went home abouts 2 the next day, and hopefully she'll be coming to mine in a few days :]
so all in alll, i would say that life is good
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