happiness is the result of perseverance

i will first address the abandoment of this blogg
and apoligise to its followers [if there are any left]

my latest choices may have disapointed some people, but to be honest, if you havent taken the time to actually find the reasons behind what i do, or at least accept it, then thats your choice.

im happy. Im bringing happyness to others, and im finally getting myself together,But i cant walk into this home with a smile on my face, there is never a raised voice, but thats part of why things are so bad, it would be so much easier if they just shouted, instead of all this subtle feelings of dissapointment and anger.



I leave on monday to go somewhere i do not know, it will be a week with them. so it could be "very" fun ¬¬

i have no posesions to give, so i will sacrifice myself untoo the world instead.

I used too question too much, now I question too little

i have lost myself, and for what?
the things i have done have not given me anygreat pleasure or even knowledge, i have abanded freinds in the pursuit of what should be classed mundain, i apoligise to those that i have hurt

i used to have such good morals, now look at me.



i will once again find myself within this world of deception, i shall no longer bow to its whims.