I used too question too much, now I question too little

i have lost myself, and for what?
the things i have done have not given me anygreat pleasure or even knowledge, i have abanded freinds in the pursuit of what should be classed mundain, i apoligise to those that i have hurt

i used to have such good morals, now look at me.



i will once again find myself within this world of deception, i shall no longer bow to its whims.