my life at the moment seems as though its waiting for something to happen and untill that time its simply going to go round and round in a mundane circle. but the comes the realisation that i the circle can be easily broken and blah blah blah, this i already know all this, but what i dont get is why after breaking the monotanous circle of death i simply crash into even more depression. i went to london to fight for something i beleive in, i found hope in my futre eductaion by realising i can get to a good uni with my current course, and then i simply overeact to something and become instantanleously depressed again, maybe i have problems, well actually i know i have problems, but its going to be while before i can sort them out and i need to knwo im strong enough to get through this on my own, i have to many reasons to be hapy to be this sad
GAHHHHHH!!!! im hating myself for being so weak.
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