Three steps back, four steps forward

i could look at the last few months as having lost my place at college, losing my lover, losing, losing losing. But im too much of an optimist for that, so instead ill accept that yes i have lost these things but ive also gained a lot. im single, which yes can be lonely but it gives freedom to flirt and build new relationships, and im sure ill find love agian, i always do. i have gained some level of independance, i went against my parents and stayed at the occupation for a couple of days, but sadly i didnt go against them and go to the protest in london, that i regret.
im making progress in learning about myself, and im also relising that i need to take action if i ever want to be free from this place, so ive decided that if i dont get into uni, im going away from here and ill see the world.