Contemplation of Motivation

I find myself, smiling. i think i have somehow took a step forward, made progress, or something, because i fell happier in myself, and have more motivation to actually go and do something rather than just sit around the whole time, i realise that if i want to achieve my ideas then i need to actually put some effert in. I may not be particualy fond of my parents at the moment but i need to simply put up with it. And although if i fail my education and all, i know i could lead a very comfartable life, it doesnt mean i should just sit back and let myself fail now does it. So i will no longer just sit here and do nothing, that i promise you :]