i have tried all i know and yet i still feel sick :[ not good, stupid cheap cider :@
yes i enjoyed being drunk but im not sure if i shouldve gotten drunk... i mean physicaly im alright just tired and feeling queezy lol, mentally there are other things as kinda kissing someone but, im not really shore about certain other people nd feelings that have been expressed there nd what not...

so tonight is a night of uncertinties if you will
im just hoping i can kep myself together as i know i usally react badly when i dont have a clue whats going on...





i think my parents almost realised i had been drunk today, but i managed to fob my hangovery state as tiredness lol, so it all worked out, but its weird how they jumped sttraight to that conclusion lol

things my not not turn out how i planned but do they ever lol, nd things always seem to go the unexpected route, so who knows what wil happen now? all i know is i will make the most of it and have fun along the way :]