my soul, is set free today

[this may be the moment to state that i sometimes take the smallest events as representations of more important things, and this will be a great example of that]


Today, my necklace broke.
This may seem mundain as i have other necklaces, but i basically never wear them, and i think ive gone about eight months without taking this one off before and i wear it almost everyday, and its been every wear with me, so physically speaking its quite reasnable for it to break, i would explain the origins of this necklace but i dont know them, i simply found it in my room one day, and another detail is that the neckalce itself didnt break just the string that holds it in place.

Today, my confidence reteruned.
I had the spring in step, and the boldness that i had when i first began to walk with my head held high, in a way you could sa its like shedding an old skin, tho the last few months have had there ups and downs they have still been great :D and i think whats happened is that those experinces have taken there tol physically, they have been invigorating me mentaly. so that physically i fall apart but mentally and spiraturly i am better than ever.

[side note] {physically - necklace string breaks, and i was falling apart, menatall - tooth nd colours survive, i am stronger in myself}

maybe ann odd comparison but who reallly cares lol, i feel better then ever and i think that smiley guitar girl needs to noted for doing this to me :] like ive told her before she helps me more than she realises and hopefully she will see the results :]

I have awoken from my slumber, now hear me roar :p